I’ve spent a great deal of time in the last two days trying to get some rest because of all the exhaustion from running around in the last two days, and I have barely even had the time to think. Whatever little time I have managed to scrounge up for myself, I have spent it reading books fanfics, a couple of paragraphs at a time because my brain wouldn’t allow me more than that.
I don’t think people really understand how difficult it is to write every single day.
I don’t think people realize that it isn’t always a breeze to follow their dreams. When I decided that I wanted to write here every singled day, I didn’t account for everything else that would come with it? The last year didn’t seem like a big deal because I was home the entire time. But now that I am going out there and socializing a litte bit, I find that I have even less time to write as much as I used to and I don’t think I like that as much.
To everyone who thinks that you’re going to have an easy time following your dreams, I hate to break it to you that it’s going to come with its bad days. You’re going to feel really exhausted on certain days. But it isn’t without its rewards. You’re going to feel so proud of yourself for not giving up at the end of the day.
I don’t really have a lot to say today because I am exhausted beyond capacity. But to whoever is reading this, I hope you remember to never give up on yourself nor your dreams because it is all worth it, at the end of the day. However, in the process, I hope you do not compromise on your wellbeing.
Take care. Xx