If you’ve ever anxiously waited for important news, you know how frustrating it can be to feel as though your voice is all but being sent into the void instead of actually being heard. Today, I find myself in one such situation as a beloved project of mine continues to get postponed with no way for me to do anything about it. It’s almost hurtful to me how I have worked so hard on something that is taking so long to come to life, and as someone who has put their heart and soul into this project, I feel pretty much disheartened right now to do anything about it.
I am trying my best to be patient and wait it out. But when you’ve put in so much work into a project that means the world to you, it is so difficult to not be afraid whether this will be taken away from you. I am terrified that this is something someone else could take credit for and I don’t really want that to happen. I haven’t really been in the best place today because of how much this has been weighing me down. I want to be understanding, but the fact that I have been kept in the dark about what the status of my project is has been keeping me from having any kind of hope.
I just wish that I will have some incredible news to share with all of you regarding this project that I had been working on. But I don’t know when that will be. But if you’re reading this today, I want you to hold out some hope for my project because I really don’t know what else I am supposed to do except wait this out some more. Maybe I am just a little exhausted from how much I have been let down by the other party that is working on my project.
Here’s hoping for the best. Xx