I know, I know I said I would be posting poetry today, but I have news!
Remember that project I told you guys that I had been working on, last month? I finally got some updates regarding the project and it is coming along pretty well at this point. I think it’s going to be unveiled very, very soon and I am freaking out of my mind over here because this is something I have wanted since forever. This being out there means so much to me, and I hope I’ll be able to talk about it very, very soon because I have to physically hold myself back from talking about it, at this moment.
It feels unreal.
I think about all the moments that lead up to this and I still have to pinch myself to actually believe that this is all real and happening. To anyone out there who is wondering when they’re going to get their chance, I promise you that you’re going to get it if you never stop looking for it and never let yourself lose sight of what you really want from life. Because, the moment you let go of what means the most to you, you stop seeing whatever tell-tale signs that kept you going all this time. You just come to a screeching halt, and I’m guessing that isn’t something you want.
I spent a lot of time moping over why I could never do anything as well as anyone else out there, but the truth is that I could. I just never let myself see it. It has frustrated the hell out of my friends and they’ve had to ‘shake’ sense into me (as much as they could over texts, I suppose) for me to even get myself to start putting more faith in my work. I am forever grateful that they push me when I need it the most because I don’t think I have it in me to appreciate my work as much if they didn’t constantly remind me that I was, in fact, good enough.
It’s funny how often we forget about our own capabilities because we are worried about not being good enough, when we know that there are people doing a lot less and taking all credit for it. It makes me wonder why we doubt ourselves at all.
But, you know, if you’re looking for a sign that you need to do more of what you love, take this as a sign. It never seems easy or possible until you do it. And I promise you are good enough. Even if it doesn’t seem like it right now.
I hope you guys are having a great day! Xx